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The 1st render of my recent work.
Took it up on my own to learn better rendering, and also to compensate for boring times.

Twin lovers

Remember the day I was too tired?
Yes. That was the day you revealed your truth to me.
And I was astonished. About how a person could make me feel happy,
With all his might.
What followed us was inevitable, a journey of prodigality.

And now, having come to later days, I still look forward to you.
I lay there at times, to find you, in the same spirit.
There were times, good and bad..
But none like the inexplicable you..

Now its muteness..
And yet I know the unknown connection,
Between you and me.
We, in our spirits, are inseparable.

Gratitude

You and your restlessness, its something I hate..
For me, you can only be you.. no more no less.. and all the love I have for you..
shall remain in its place..

I shall be this, and that, I know you hate it..
But you maintain a wall of glass.
Which is unbreakable..
You have friends.. I left mine.. For you..
I am what you want me to be..

I wish I could have you..

PostScript

Next time you have enough time with your person..
make sure you make her/him feel special..

The greed

You don't hurt me.. and yet I love you.. for all the breath you gifted me.
The pain that followed me, and the peace I let in.
To be happy, I think of you.. In my dreams we exist.
Happily ever after..

I make myself available to you..
But sometimes all we need is ourselves..

The population makes me nauseate.. I always liked being alone..
and now, with you.

I still don't find the end.. but you said it was over.

Anticipation

the most difficult part of love, i guess, is to wait..
it keeps me reminding of you.. every single moment.
and everything looks difficult.. 

Intent

Its about an identity, that doesn't exist, but now it is a new individual.
It reminds you of old, yet stays new. Dual character, you may say.
Its about showing what existed, in a non-existing entity.