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The more time we spend in a relationship,
the more we get involved in it..
Or the reverse?
Like we speak a lot initially,
Yet, over time, conversations limit to only a certain vocabulary.

"I saw you the other day,
basking in the sun.. among others..
Would have loved to be there beside you..
but, the frenzy won't permit me..

You are famous..
I am a mere fan.."

Maybe

Beyond these lines, and those curves.. lies a world..
Where you are mine, and I just fit into your arms..
Possibly!!
I don't ask to meet you there, You are unreachable..
Far away...

Maybe give me a voice..
I'll keep my ears open, give you a hand, I will..
Try and hold me then..

Stuck with thesis

Over the hills, I find my solace,
and they are hills so huge.
I am lazy, I am poor, 
Hills come growling at me..

Farewell

You are wrong.
Irritating, frustrated.
Leave.
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"Life was good with you.. 

Interview

Hello.

I started some years ago, afresh. 

Where do you see yourself now?

I should have been grounded. I feel frustrated as usual though. Few years ago, I started this.. and today I am, still struggling. 

Beyond all the fun making and merry dinners.. I have reached the line of boredom.. 

What kind of boredom is this?

I do not know perhaps.. Its boring, you keep on doing things, bathing in the same frustration of not being able to keep up to levels, standards.. 

I probably want to breath now.
Yes.

What about a commitment?

You require more of a crude lifestyle for that.. I am lacking that right now.. I think we are still pretentious about ourselves.. We speak out our minds, true.. but not fully I think. There's still some things scarce..

What do you want now then?

A fairy tale life for sometime?? Too much to ask, yes.. but that's how you react when you are tired right? Or maybe I am wrong again, as usual..