The mediocre moon

Should I really wait?? Is it worth the wait?

Does wearing black makes me resemble the aristocracy of an architect?

Or writing like this, makes me closer to being a future critic?

I thought.. as I normally do.. a lot!

Ending up being a mediocre student, tending towards my final year.

I design really bad. Couldn't make models of my work until the previous semester.

And someone tells that I think beyond my architectural limits.. messing up stuff.

To add, someone says I don't think rational.

May be.. 

People tell me stories, hinting subtly, about their greatness.

I listen and shrug them off, like any other piece of shit, we get to hear nowadays. I like keeping quiet and showing off the little good things, that I think I do. Some notice. Most do not.

That really does not change the way I am. 

I like the solitude thing, that comes along everything. For example, books.

And then there are people, making promises they are not meant to keep.

And people who tend to be bohemian, but there's hardly anything to talk about them.

So many all around.

People, who I think can't talk.

(as I do..)

I do not know if I am better than them all..

But then I mess up stuff, remember?

To be or not to be.. has been a forlorn question..

Even for me.