lost in the transparency

i think i show too much of  it..lets call it restlessness..
insecurity..
vulnerability..
and i say i am an architect..
irresponsible..
boast of it..
like my buildings do..on paper though..
and you read me..my mind..so easy
i dont know about what idea you get,rather impression..
they are meant to show me..
as a startled being..
i dont know rather, what i am writing..

lets end it up!!!

you speak..or i hear..
or lets just sit beside them..
and yet be lost..
into the crowd-i say,
in the serene-you say..
known things be lost..

let us be new!!!