stupid feelings

i say i love you.. and will miss you..even amidst the every chaos,
you present me with..
i change colors..
make codes which i know i will forget, but still..
its like an unrealised dream
why i give you so much importance..

yes i know i am being contradictory..
and you know it too well..
your age defies my logic..and i dont understand too..
and its so weird that i go on continuing..
with what i had been doing..
loving the most..
i cannot express rather well
these are abstract beings..
feelings you call them..

and i thought love was simpler..